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RIP DADDY I MISS HIM SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU FOREVER DADDY. FRIENDS IF YOU HAVE WALKED MY JOURNEY YOU WILL ALWAYS FIT THE SIZE OF MY SHOE!!!!!

It gets even more painful, I remember this day 3 years today I was on my way to London Bridge came off at London Bridge station in order to change trains so I could continue my journey, as usual you don’t get signal underground my phone went bang bang bang bang with messages before I could check even just one message my adrenaline flipped like an erupting volcano in my spine. I was shaking terribly only saw one sentence that “Dad just collapsed and 30 minutes later he slipped away what!!!!!!!!!! MY Face hit the floor not sure how I found myself surrounded by 6 ambulances Paramedics attending to me, my question was what’s going on am I sick??? where am I???? to cut the story short I was hit by the shock of Dad’s death. I cried all sorts languages and spoke in tongues the entire time, still today I do. Wonder why people keep saying it will get better when?? If you have walked this journey and miss your Dad or any loved one like me you will always fit the SIZE of my shoe. RIP Dad I love you forever it hurts so bad tears tears tears tears😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢 you will always by my best Dad